I just can't, I'm on a border of mental breakdown. Today was another sleepless night. If I get any sleep it is withing short sessions during the day.
Am working but it will at best last till July and the payment will be quite low.
To think how much pride I had during high school days, skipping clean and healthy sleeps at night to keep drawing- I can't draw a fucking straight line nowadays. Those shitty doodles are my best. Really, I lost this game and there is no 'restart' or 'save/load' I just can't live these days.